| im pretty sure your pathetic. |
[Sep. 1st, 2005|11:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | date with the night - yeah yeah yeahs | ] |
me and angie start haning out a lot (like we use to). and you
get mad? your so gay. and then all of a sudden you want
to take her to the ex? and pay for her to get in and all her rides.
its sad how you have to use your money to try and win a
friendship back... honstly get over it, your moving. your hardly
gonna see her. hope you have fun in your new house, with all your
little horses on your litte farm :), bye. |
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| today... |
[Sep. 1st, 2005|10:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i just dont know what to do with myself - the white stripes | ] |
id throw my jacket in the mud for you.
so basically all i did today was get up at like 3,
and sat around like a fat kid and waited for my soccer game.
AND... we lost. 3-2 bitchezzzz. it was such a fluke, and the gay ref.
"hey number 8, tuck your shirt in", I AM!!, "dont give me your lip"
*rolls eyes*.
well i ate perorgies early and i brunt my mouth and
now theres a blister :S, gross eh?
done. |
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| pretty pathetic |
[Sep. 1st, 2005|10:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dead leaves and the dirty ground - the white stripes | ] |
"and this is so difficult for the both of us,
i know we tried so hard theres just no hope for us"
more like difficult for you. cant even pick up
the phone and call me. we havent talked for
6 days. you may be new at this, but seriously c
ommon, your not stupid. i asked you to hang
out you said ok and told me you'd call me
later. ha!. what a joke, didnt get a call.
you could of at least called me and told me
you couldnt hang out anymore. then i send you
a text message and ask you again to hang out
and ask you call me when your free. ha!. what a joke,
didnt get that call either. if you dont feel
that way about me. fucking tell me.
im fed up with your shit. you never answer my
text messages either, are you that lazy?
people are shy, i get it, but you? shit son!
anyways, im not gonna give up on you, but i am
gonna give up on trying to call you all the time. |
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| letter to dad |
[Aug. 25th, 2005|06:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | say days ago - the used | ] |
i went to this party with you and brit.
i met a bunch of people who were friends with you and mom.
they all talked about me being a little kid, and how
they havent seen me snice i was small.
i was listening to you talk to different people
and they were saying how they were proud of their kids because
they horseback ride, play hockey, and soccer.
seeing all these happily married couples talking about their
kids made me sad. maybe if my parents were married they could
talk about me playing soccer and how i dance. but my parents
are no longer together so that cant happen. to this day im still
pissed. pissed at that day i came from school and seen my mom
upsetand crying, and my sister saying "let mom tell you". i asked her
happened and she said that you had sent a guy to the house
with divorce papers. my parents werent together, and now...
their not married. i have a lot, and im very
lucky, but why do MY parents have to be divorced. im not
being selfish, id give up a lot of things for our family to
be together again. shit happens, mom scerwed up, but
theres such things as second, and thrid chances. i know she
can change, i know she can do better. so back to this party.
you didnt talk about me or brit at all. why couldnt you say
i got MVP of my soccer game once?
you just listen to your friends brag about their happy family.
when will it clue in to you, you could be like them.
right now mom has a boyfriend, who cares, she told me
herself she get rid of him for you dad. but you dont care.
now you have this ugly girl as a "girlfriend". and the way you
"introduced" joey to us, was also wrong. just having her show up
in vancouver, on our family vacation. and then watching her try
to fit in with uncle mike and us. she'll fit n like mom did.
she looked so stupid playing with kyle.i hate her.
you say shes nothing and me and brittney are the most
important things. if were so important why cant you respect the
fact why dont like her? she didnt do anything to me, but because
of her, the percentage of you and mom getting back together are more slim.
people make mistakes, people scerw up dad. you gave me more chances
when i did things that were wrong. you say "i have to forgive
you, your my daughter". but mom was your wife, doesnt that mean anything?
if u take her back, you can have your famous new years eve parties again.
how about you have some sympathy, because i bet you've done things
that werent the greatest. you act like moms side of the family
is fucked up, but you have nothing to say about your side.
i cant believe you, divorcing her was wrong, but to start
and date this joey creature was worst.
im not wirting this to hurt you dad, mom did ruin things too.
moim scerwed up too.
dont you believe in her though? i do. you cant tell me you didnt
know how mom was when you said "i do" at the wedding. why
do you punish her now? i just dont understand how in a blink
of an eye mom would start over, but you?... |
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| you <3 |
[Aug. 25th, 2005|02:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | so much - the spill canvas | ] |
i want you.
i want you back soo bad, i miss you to pieces. everytime i see a picture
of you i cry, everytime i hear your name my heart hurts. i dont know what
it is about you, but i just need you. without you, im nothing. im scared tho,
scared of that someone if we go back out. i want everything back to normal,
please make it happen. you did stupid shit, so did i. but i know you never
meant to do everything you put me threw, its ok i forgive you. i know i
should follow my heart, but i cant. my heart is telling me something
different from my mind. one day, i hope, one day dont you worry.
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